Wednesday, May 30, 2007
* why cant you see *
i wished that you could see,
this side of me,
and nothing else would matter,
if we believed,
i wished you could know,
that for me to show,
you have got to let go,
and let me in,
this feelings i have for you,
is so true,
i wished i was happy,
and not blue
*yeah i wished i was happy
and not blue ,
chorus
oh baby why cant you see,
that your the one i need,
i still believe,yeah
and baby why cant you feel,
the joy that you bring,
to me
ohhh to me.
i owe it all to you,
your loveliness intruiges,
your charm makes me go so weak,
and i repeat
chorus
oh baby why cant you see,
that your the one for me,
i still believe,yeah
oh baby why cant you feel,
the joy that you bring,
to me
ohhh to me.
bridge
this three words' i love you',
i wished that i could hear you,
say it too,
but i know its hard for you,
to feel it too,
but can you promise me,
that you will stay,
and heal my broken heart,
from this pain,
chorus
oh baby why cant you see,
that your the one for me,
i still believe,yeah
oh baby why cant you feel,
the joy that you bring,
to me
ohhh to me.
ohh to me,
why cant you see, * 3
This song is dedicated to someone which i really love deeply but under some unforseen circumstances i cannot express it out but rather keep it in my heart.Sobs.On a brighter side, woot i got a B for coginitve UT..hahah.and got A for the module!! lol.hahaha.and tmr got some soccer thing.will be catching up with some of my ex classmates together with Waikiat and Yuhan.Lets kick some ass tmr people!! Coconut head would turn metal by tmr!! aahhah.So sry jonnie!My kuku fren say we got enough people already.Next time eh??Right quite excited for tmr.. cant waittttt.lol.who agrees with me??huh huh??lol.and debb i love you la okay?? but someone loves you much much much more cann??lol.*winks winks* eh shit man i better start signing some peace treaties sia.hahaha.anyone??
Hmm i am really tired now and i dont wish to write anything except maybe thx to ur faci today for the delicious pizza!!Wooo u rock!!and congrats to our very own pair of angels : ) almost there!! if not , there already wooooooo!! hahah. ' Eh , we share mug okay? ' Mmmmm... hahhaa. wait before you think i am bias then i shall say this ' *leans head on shoulder* ' lol. see i am neutral now!! haiizz LOVE is in the air in our dear class mann.hahaha. *winks winks* ehh i am feeling quite lazy now i tink i would stop here.>< but before that i have a little something again -_-
I still feel the way i feel about you,
and yes i really do,
if you could give me a chance to,
i promise i will make it up to you,
but fate seems to stop me
from doing so even though
i still do,
think about you,
care about you,
how i wish to hear your voice,
and experience your tenderness,
embracing my poor soul,
fixing my broken heart,
that is embedded in me,
something that i wish not to see,
only you can light up my world,
and satisfy the hunger that i have,
which is you oh yes only you,
but again i guess we are not meant to be together,
and this would haunt me forever,
seeing that a lifetime of happiness is gone,
knowing something just went wrong,
something just went wrong.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Unsatisfied.moody.lonely.excited?.blue.tired.@#@!ed up.shit.idiot.tired.missingyou.AHHH.tired.sad but happy.tired.tired.tired.sleepy.kuku.nothing is going right.ARGHH.ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzz.why.stupid.useless.tired.looking for a better tmr : )
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Today was as usual i went church in the morning and then went home for a while to slack.wass boreed so i crapped with denise like for an hour and i wrote her a short and impromptu poem abt her and guess what?? she say nice!!lmao!haha.thx anyway: )and then headed to mount faber for training.and guess wat again?? i bowled a 279 game!! woottt. how kuku la. i wished i had rather bowled this kind of scores in my competitionss. siannn. ahahha.ate dinner there and it was home sweet home!! weee.
hmmm me has been feeling very tired these days due to many things happening and i just pray that god would gimme the strength to go through this tough week ahead!!and i have NAG which is national age group for those who do not know and i really want to do well for this tournement..my coach has put faith in me that i can perform well and he even partnered me with the captain!??! me?!? a year 1 student with the captain.. mann i hope i really do well mann.i wanna do RP proud baby!cmon jon u cannn do ittt!!hahha.hmm i am still sooo tiredd.not sure if i wanna school but i will! not because of the lessons but because of W45F!!!!! hahah. feeling touched yet guys?? : ) hmm its good to see everyone smiling lately and i hope this continues on and on and on and on..lol.ehh what else should i say?? ermmm..right tmr school baby!! woott. cant wait for tmr!! hope it will be fun. : ) its almost 9 now i can feel my eyes closing alreadyyy! arghh.. ahhaha.well that all for today. tata peoople!
before i goo, heres some old pictures that were taken!! enjoy : ) i tink i am gonna be shot after showing these.. hahha : )
me and the guys : )
me and kuku lina : )
aww arent they cute together??hahah : )
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Since everyone is like writing stuff about our beloved class W45F , todays post will be it.This is a dedication to my class , W45f for giving me such memories and making me feel so loved.thank you guys.this is for you.
In w45f
There is no such thing as theft
Only alot of hugs and kisses
And many many merry faces,
Where ever we go,
We w45f will tell you so,
That no one will be left out,
Will always walk hand in hand,
Through the sadness and tears
And our very own fears
But fret not my friends
Cause in w45f ‘we never walk alone’
We would follow you till the end,
Even if you enter the lion’s den,
If you don’t believe me,
Just ask anybody from w45f,
“I’ll be there for you’ is what you will get,
Much more and nothing less,
Maybe even a dedication,
Because in W45F ‘you never know'
‘Whatever can’ happen to you,
But in W45F our love is true,
Just ask anyone again and you will find,
‘but of course’ is what we will tell you,
Not forgetting the familiar cries of ‘ patience damit’
And yes we are all thankful of it,
Also the times the girls like to ‘Ba’
And we guys would just shout ‘Ahhh’
And the times we had in class,
Where we would eat our food so fast,
The laughter that is always around,
That would cheer people who were down,
The screams that were often so deafening,
And the jokes we gave although they had no link,
But we still love it anyway,
I guess its heaven’s way,
Of saying that W45F is united,
That our cries for happiness are heard,
With smiles from everyone,
Making sure that we stick as one.
It has been some time we had been together
But I must say we are still as close as ever,
With words like ‘darling’ and ‘kuku all around,
I think our class spirit has been found.
so once again i would like to say,
thank you W45f for making my day,
for showing me that you will be there,
and that you do really care.
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Friday, May 25, 2007
One word: FATIGUE! yes! i have been feeling really tired these days and i aso duno why why why.. with things not going exactly as planned , how shit can it gettt?? haizz. maybe i should sleep moreee ??! weeee.. haizz. and YES! i can remember the chorus for wo ke yi already!! lolz. woottt. Wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xin xin , bu yao zai duo shuo ming , wo zi yao he ni zai yi qi , wo bu yao he ni zai yi ci fen li!! woott. correct right??!
so today was science.kuku.learnt abt water pressure and stuff again.boringg! hahax.yuhan duno why wanted me to bluff the girls that he not coming..haha kuku la you!!anyways, good to see u recovering mann. : ) lina was being her usual kuku self, acting like a kuku in class!! ahaha. faci was like ' lina you already 20 years old ... ' hahha. lina lina. act like a 20 year old la! lolz.Somemore today hit my 'ahem' !! pain leh.lol. and guess who came to school today?? our very own darling Euniceee!! WOooo how i missed her!! >< she was awfully quiet though and was like floating around like a ghost la. got one point during class me and waikiat talking abt some science thing, den she suddenly out of nowhere appear beside me!! i was like WTHHHH mannn.hahah. even waikiat got a shock.. and i gotta thank kuku leen sia.. lucky you never show her my blog!! i really thought u were gonna show her la u kuku!! heng siaa. hahaa.and my mum bullied me today!! she pinched me sooo hard laa.cry siaa.lol.after class went to gym with kaya and i finally tried the 17.5 kg one.wahh lao eh i tell u!! that one can die siaaa.ahhaa. thx kaya for the help mannn.hahaa.eh u gotta thank me too la.i teach u the jackknife excercise thing.. when u finally get ur sixpacks must thank me leh.. hahha.well i sorta came up with another poem of mine again .. enjoy : )
I just cant get you off my mind,
i just cant put the past behind,
those times we used to share,
i even thought heaven was fair.
but i guess i was wrong,
i might even end up with a song,
to tell the world of my love for you,
my love my heart so true.
you are the only one for me,
that no one else could see,
that i loved you more than anything,
flying on a angel's wing.
i wished you could see it,
the way i feel about you,
but i guess love is blind,
thats something i cant deny.
AND DEB IS NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.hahaha.happy now debb??see libras are so niceeeeeeeeeeee people.hahaha.its getting late and i have training tmr at 9!! ..arghh. i better get some sleep.haha.lights out!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Erm today got alot to write sia , duno where to start!!well i will just talk about what happened today..So kuku la the peeps in W45f duno why me and eileen carry so big bag to school.They thought we going on holiday or something!!hahaha.Then yuhan thought i keep watermelons inside!!whahaha.kuku la he!!anyways today we did enterprise and it was very lame.Lucky got some debate or else we could die in class la!!So funny la kamil being a judge.Imagine him to be a judge?? cant right??!! hahaha.after school i had to wait for eileen and her fren to go to the JIVE meeting den i was sleeping so nicely when the kuku bernard woke me up!!well guys.. its not what you are thinking! hahaha.training was alright except that i tink i made kuku leen angry!!haha.just a slip of my tongue la.. and i was joking too!! soo.i think i have to do this. : ))) eh and u promise to forgive me after i gave you my tao hu!! lol.
eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty elieen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty eileen is pretty
eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy elieen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy elieen is sexy elieen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy eileen is sexy
wah lao eh.hand pain sia!! I BET YOU ARE SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR NOW! : )
now to another topic which is more manly.. soccer! i gotta say i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo proud of u guys man.I know u guys played ur ass off for this match man and i can feel it!! hahaha.well waikiat , what more can i say?? our very own RONALDO who runs at the speed of light!!haha.Nice to hear that u scored 5 damm goals man.. nice nice nice : ) and yuhan i know u were sick but u still played!! u rock man i tell you.. but u gotta take care of ur health mann.. we wanna see the sick(somewhere else) and super vulgar you again who always so hyper!!haha.take care bro!well fabian.all i can say is that ur dominating figure of yours really made the opponents scared sia!!haha.continue being fat!!Gary gary gary.. hows the job of a defender??haha. nice right??! i heard u played well mannn haha.keep it upp.but u aint gonna steal my role ahh??!! hahha.. the metal head defender will be back next week!!woohooo.. kamil!! haha henry!! i bet u were like all over the place la , dribbling like kuku and typically shooting from a distance..ahaha. and kaya!i heard u were like peter cech today!!haha.u becareful sia.. dangerous job when u cant use ur hands to save!!got wear balls guard anot?!whahha..Well everyone played well so you guys should be proud of urselfs!!well dats about for today!! cya tmr guys!! tata!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
So i am feeling much better lately , thx to my beloved frens who cheered me up.I guess i learnt a lesson from what had happened which was that when you are sad , the people around you will feel for you too.So to all my peeps out there , i am sory that i made u all feel this way.Really do. AND SORY TO THE GUYS IN W45F that i cant play soccer with yall!! really really sorry.But i trust that u guys will still win without me eh?must score alot of goals leh!! esp our henry, ronaldo, and kaka!! gary neville dont let me down hor!! do some crunching tackles ah!?! I will be looking forward to good news eh?!
Ok then , this was wat happened in class today.Lina was like acting like a kuku , singing out of tune to all the songs.Then bryan, lina and eileen all got wet because they were playing with the water bottle.Kids kids!haha.it was very funny to see all of us joking and all and it made me feel like home!well thanks guys!i hope we can crap much more with one another in the days to come!cheers!after school went gym as usual and i had a good workout.Dam fuunny when i saw kaya sweating like a dog when he came in to drink water.haha.kaya u must do us proud in dragonboat u know!!I was dam hungry after that and i bought 4 dam Ta paos and whalloped them down!shiok sia!well home sweet home soon after!
well if u still dun know,i am a person who likes to come up with short poems and stuff because i feel they convey our feelings well TO A CERTAIN EXTENT.haha.so i would like to share with u people.Its all general stuff or rather alot on L.O.V.E.hahas.some of you might have seen it before but ill still post them!Pls tag me to tell me how u feel abt them!thx!!
Because of you,
i can make it through,
and i can do,
whatever you want me to.
You give me strength,
to carry on,
but without you here,
i am gone.
Whenever i am down,
you'll come around,
always so kind,
to ease my troubled mind,
I dont know what to do,
i am so in love with you,
with you here by my side,
theres is nothing left to hide.
You are not forgotten my love,
truely you represent my earth,
your eyes sparkle like diamonds in the night,
ever shining so bright.
You give me hope to stay alive,
love i cant deny,
everything abt you is so easy to love,
even the angels are watching frm above.
COPYRIGHT AH!!: ) : )
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
To all my dear frens who were so concerned for me , i just wanna say a big thank you to all of you guys and i am sorry that i made everyone worried.And to all my peeps who are having a bad period of time , well as ironic as it sounds , pls be happy and free your minds from worries!and to YOU.i know i am the source of the problems that i caused for you , i sincerely apologise and just hope you will stay happy and not troubled anymore.cheers eh??PLS EVERYONE BE HAPPY! I will play my part to be happy but u gotta give me some time to get over it.Me myself wanna be the old me!! i wanna be jonathan lim zi xiang again!! eunice dear darling!!ZI XIANG AI AI! ZI XIANG KORKOR! YES ALL THOSE! I DUN CARE AS LONG AS WE ARE ALL HAPPY! SO PEOPLE PLS BE HAPPY VERY HAPPY SO HAPPY THAT WE WOULD ALL KISS EUNICE LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS!WOO HOO!EUNICE I LOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUU!I REALLY DOO!WOOOHOO.EUNICE I TINK U VERY CHIO SIA.I LOVEEE YOUUU!!COME I LET YOU TOUCH MY PRIVATE PARTS!DEN WE CAN HUG AND KISS TOO DEN CAN GO FOR ABORTION ASO CAN!!COME EUNICE COME!! i hope u guys are actually laughing when i post this , cause i really really love u guys and i want all of you to be happy!SO PEOPLE SMILE : ) : ) : )
Monday, May 21, 2007
You broke my tender heart ,
but it wasnt your fault,
blame it on me,
for being so stupid,
for thinking it was cupid,
and not actually IT.
But thanks anyway,
cause now i feel better in a perculiar way.
I will try to get this by,
hoping it is as easy as saying 'Hi',
although i never had the chance to say,
"i love you' anyway.
~heartbroken~
Well sometimes in life, i guess you cannot have everything you want.Love is something soo complicated that we all sometimes just hate it.Well enough of this sad stuff.. shall talk about wat happened today.Today was science and as usual super duper boring.Duno wat kuku probability thing.. haizz.And then all of a sudden during break , thx to eileen the great , eunice talked abt how her mom dont want her to get pregnant because she thought that when we would go to out chalet in june, we will all touch 'each other's private parts'.She say she scared that we guys would rape her!!!Like hello man, who in da hell in the right mind would do soo huh?? Wth la.lol.Damn funny can.haha.den she continued to say what abortion is bad or something..crazy sia..
so now we thot of ways to actually prevent HER from raping us.hahah.some bullshit stuff.
Fabian says he would get a underwear with a lock and he would shallow it down and shit it out three days later.not bad idea.haha.Then yuhan say he would get this metal armour plating with many locks and a pin code.siao sia.lol.i wonder how he can move around??lol.Then waikiat said he would get a pair of underwear which has a alarm system.lol.when eunice would try to get close to him then the dam thing would sound like helll.lol.While me : ) , i would personally wear like 5 pairs of underwear and hire a bodyguard.hahha.but then yuhan say scarly she rape my bodyguard aso.LOL.
wah sian.tmr got science Ut.Prepare to fail lo.Hohoho.wells thats abt it for today.well continue updating!cya people!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
So today was as normal.Went to church in the wee hours of the morning and then headed to training at Occ in the afternoon.I was suppose to meet up with some of the W45f peeps to "study" after church .Mainly , huda, deb , jonnie , eileen , waikiat , deborah , kaya , yuhan and gary i think but due to my training i couldnt make it.Sry guys!but luckily for me, i didnt miss out anything because i heard that they did not even study at all!! heng sia. lol. Congrats to waikiat in getting his pair of beloved track shoes.: ) now we can see the real him in action!! 'hey whats that i see??its a horse!!no wait.. its a car!! no waittt ... itssss waikiat!! running at the speed of light!!'LOL. And thx vincent for the long chat with me.really appreciate it.Truely you are a master and what u do sia.LOL.I think i get it now.I know what i shall do!Thx again!And also to ernest who was kind enough to listen to me too.Thx biatch!I hope to see thru this matter quickly and as quietly as possible..And like YAY la.finally tmr got school.Cant wait to see W45F again.. missing all u people mannn.hahaha.Thats abt it for today , cya tmr peeps!! holding on~~
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Ok people.. after much persuasion from a certain few.. i have decided to create a blog!!Holy shit!! i never dreamed i would have one but here it is : ) I know it looks a little gay but pink is for real guys mann!! lol .Special thanks to EILEEN THE GREAT for helping me.Without you , i couldnt have done it.So touching sia.lol.Happy now?? Thanks to waikiat and kamil too for helping me with the name.and to anyone else i have missed.Deborah wants my first post to include her so DEBORAH IS NICE.haha.and also W45F rocks my socks!!Agree people??Lol.Erm,maybe i will talk more about my class... hmm. Lets see, w45f is a nice class with nice people in it.dam sad have to change class la.. so kuku!Erm. We have, nadiah whos the gangstress leader in our class( dun mess with her) , huda who likes to ask me go and die (dun mess with her too) , borui whos dam kuku smart , wang jian who we think is very compatible with eunice.LOL.We also have our 'beauty' of the class , eunice!!( dun ever ever try to mess with her).Bryan, whos in love with videoing eunice, a sick guy!My fellow jonathan who is a nice guy ( all jonathans are nice people: ) ) also we have Deborah a nice girl too but short sia.. too short!! opps : ) erm , kamil whos like that joker in our class and the henry too!Yuhan who is most vulgar and has the cutest hair (complimented by eunice)LOL! Eileen whos thinks shes the great but actually isnt!! Dont BA me ah!? its TRUEEE! Fabian who never ever gets full when eating and this explains his size : ) Fatin who likes reading comics and books alot.Gary who is our class korkor who practices alot on PATIENCE DAMIT!Khariah who is in love with cartoons i think.Lina who is the sickest minded girl i have met and full of crap.haha.Lianyin who is always on friendster during class.lol.Yuting who is my mummy but she never gives me my allowance!! Oi what this man??!lol.yuikting who likes to muahahhahahah and dam loud somemore!!Waikiat who is the ronaldo in our class and i lovee singing the wo ke yi pei ni chi kan xing xing what song ahh ?? with him... lol. Xiuling who has the irritating message tone.haha. andd Kwok yong aka Kaya who loves singing too.my gym partner together with bryan : )Finally i am done: ) ill continue updating!! i hope!? Cheers people!