Dont you ever sometimes wish that you were someone else? i mean its like you look over and you see the person and then you go fark why you can this why you can that.yepp feeling super inferior at the moment.fark.haizz.i need some confidence but where to start at?

I ponder over these thoughts of mine
thinking whether everything's gonna be fine
Sometimes i just wish things would turn my way
but yeah life's a bitch , she tends to betray

She likes to put you down hard
to see if you follow your heart
but along the way she's really mean
and she tends to leave very little hints

Which always makes you lose your cool
making you look like a complete fool
in the eyes of those you see
looking down hoping to flee

She says she worth living for
you need patience love endure
throw in alittle self-confidence
and these low points are good riddance

i guess i just cheered myself up alittle.lol.

Had my first offical training today.Saw some new faces but mostly all old faces.worked on my flaws yet again.Its gonna be a hell of a ride starting from today onwards.

* give me more time to prove myself please.

Firstly, fark you for wasting my time.Secondly , fark me for farking it up.and Lastly , congrats to the girls team.maybe my father is right , i'm a pathetic bowler.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Twinkle twinkle little cats
how i wonder how you meow
like a pussy in a well
meow meow meow meow meow meow meow
twinkle twinkle papa cat
how i wonder how you fart.

Martians martians go away
shoot people another day
take your spaceship come here fly
fly fly fly i make you fly!
martians martians run away
pewpewpew another day.

sorry i was Fing bored. :D

Farking lazy to update.hehe.peace out.

I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk from chalet.Even though there were too few people i still enjoyed it laaaa.First day was pretty much settling down into the bungalow.There were only like 5 of us at first and then more came at night.So we guys and A martian girl gambled into the night and i freaky lost badly.haizz saddening.hahah.we guys continued even more till about 6plus and i lost more money.haizz.that was about the first day.Blackjack , In between and taiti!haha.

Second day.Woke up three quarters dead by kutu wanie cause it was about lunch time already.Waited for everyone to wake up and then something unpleasant happened.Blame it on my softness la.Just when i thought the day was gonna suck so badly , everything went back to kickass! haha.Thank you God.After KFC-ing , the four muskeeters , Me , Samson , wanie and eileen decided to go wild wild wet.lol.The slides were alright la , no kick one.Maybe only the U-shape slide thingy got kick.haha.almost broke my neck sia.lol.Stayed there for about 3hours and then headed back.It was funn! We had our bbq and i think i ate too much that i puked.hahah.played a version of our Fear factor with the seniors and Gary is lucky that he got the easiest of all to eat.tssk.I got a very bad feeling about the fairwell chalet for us in 2 years time.LOL.After which is was back to Blackjack again! and we played all the way till 7.and yeah i wonn enough to cover back my losses. :) Almost zombie like already , we checked out asap so we could go home to sleep.hahah.

And now after my sleepp i am here blogging and i feel like sleeping again.lol.Isnt it nice sleeping on V-day?? :( oh well shall not emo.haha.Happy valentine's day to everyone anyways.Perhaps the next one.maybe so.

Finally it seems like the CNY spirit is dieing down.haha.The angbaos and new year goodies , guess we have to wait yet another year for it.CNY was quite good and i am pretty sure i gained some unhealthy weight.hehe.celebrated my father's birthday on the 9th.HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! HOPE YOU WIN MOREE MONEY IN TOTO AND 4D! hahah.

Was suppose to go out with some of the w45f peeps today but something cropped up so i didnt go.haha.Ps ah.Hoped you all had fun.lol.

Cat's evalution tmr again and it would be my first official training.wahh nervous sia!Hope it will all go well!!

Hmmm.been quite emo recently because of V-day and i was like bitching to Ernest everything.haha.thx ah bro.try not to rub it in again pls.LOL.piece of shittt.tskk.Oh well , looks like Mr or Mrs cupid is on leave.Dear wonderful couple of love , would you pleaseeeee poke my ass soon or at least tickle it?? that would be good enough.hahah.
Signed: Jon the emo shit

Good things comes for boys who wait.Still sticking to this.HAHA.

Woke up sooooooooooo excited for the day.Styled my hair until so nice then the freaking wind had to be so strong today.haha.Even my uncle laughed at me.lol.Had my cute little cousins for company!hehe.After a tiring day of visiting , we headed home and it was hell again! haha.house was cramped with uncles and aunties and their babies and kids !! arghh! freaking headache sia! but freaking cute sia! hahha.awww.It was a pleasant new year again and i just wanna wish everyone XIN NIAN HAPPY HAPPY!

CANT WAIT FOR TMR! SHOW ME THE MONEYYYYYYYYYYY!! hahah.HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.GONG XI FA CHAI! ANGPAOsssssssssss LAI LAI! :)

I'll miss all from W35F :(
and Weirong the handsome goes to swimming without bringing a towel.HAHA.
CNY coming! woohoo!

Jonathan Lim
They call me JonJon
Turning 20 on 25september
Music is my life
Bowling is my wife
Blueish_thingy@hotmail.com