Keeping my fingers crossed for tmr's Master.

Jonathan says bowling almost 8 hours everyday is no good.Someone save me.

Bahhh.I think i'm lagging behind time alott.haha.
Welll i havent have much to blog about these days.
Because i have nothing to do so anyway.lol.

Hmmmmm lets see.Went to mike's friend birthday gathering thingy yesterday.Finally got to see my homies.Well at least the two of them.haha.His friend was kinda cute i guess! haha! Slacked our asses off , talked cock , drank alittle Jack Daniel with green tea , slackeddd even more and then went home about 2plus.That was it.Pretty cool huh.haha.

Singapore Open coming!! Grrrrrrrr.I promise myself a Top 5 position for youth and Qualifications for Open.I can do it!! I CANNNN.This way i can win some money and buy myself many many thingss. :P :) :D hohoho.

Hmmm.Was looking through some stuff on my lappy when i found the few undone songs that i have wrote.hahah.There was a reason why i wrote them then!! but heck its long over now. :) ill just post it for fun. :P I missed writing my EMO songss. :( haha.

( UNTITLED??)

I will follow after you
Let me see that perfect smile , of yours
Tell me now that this is true
I don’t want to be your fool

As I lay here on my bed
Many thoughts just fill my head
Thinking of you till it hurts
I don’t want to be your fool

These words , I want to say to you
But I don’t know how I should
I pray, that I’m in your dreams tonight
You are all I see when I close my eyes

How I wish to hear your voice
And keep you deep inside my heart
How I wish to hold you tight
But I know it’s not real tonight


My love for you will never die
Oh baby please why can’t we try
Just give me one more chance to say
That I will love you all the way

This time , I don’t what to do
I’m just so in love with you
Why can’t , you just open up your heart
And reach out for my hand and let me in

How I wish to hear your voice
And keep you deep inside my heart
How I wish to hold you tight
But I know it’s not real tonight

Soaked and walking in the rain
Hoping it’d stop and you will stay
Knowing that the sun will shine so bright

I’m wishing for you to be here
Like a rainbow in sky
Wanting you to be here by my side
Then it wouldn’t be too late for me to realize

How I wish to hear your voice
And keep you deep inside my heart
How I wish to hold you tight
But I know it’s not real tonight

Oh baby
Can we make this real tonight.

Fark la.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
Sorry if i had been a bad boy.tsktsk.

what is this that i feel that is missing.

Damn super tired.ahhhhhhhhhh!
Tmr got bowling theory test! double ahhhhhhhhhhh!
Tue got official opening of SBF office.Havent buy clothes yet. thriple ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
My hair damn longgggg.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I need sleep.

Hmm.Today i had team training at Sfr.Mt.faber.Had to pick a partner for a doubles event.So i anyhow-ed picked a quite zai team mate and thought we had a good chance of winning.Then the coach dropped the bomb.We had to instead bowl against one another and knock either out to proceed to the final round. -_-" I thought it was quite interesting.hahah.I was actually trailing all the way until the last game.I bowled 236 and a farking 149 and then a 205 and a what-i-needed 244 to beat him.phewwwww.heh.quite exciting leh.butthen i screwed up in the final round.ahaha.oh well.Ohyaa.today its my mum's birthdayy!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! please do not stop washing my clothes for mee!! hahah.and yeah went to play jackpot machine with my mum and dad.I freaking won 100bucks plus for them la.butthen in the end still lost.haha.eh eh eh.I bought another ballllll.heeeeeee. XDXD

Trying hard not to Emo.

I guess its about time for a proper post.haha.Well today was another boring day at school with sports business being the killer module.I just cant seem to get the facts right leh.haha.Class has been pretty okay with the guys always joking around.The girls le always pontang.lol.ok maybe only Jasmine and Emmerline.Come to school lar! ponponpon! hah.It has been super cold also.Lucky i have my jackett.Had UT after school - confirm chop chop with stamp fail! hahah.If i pass that UT ah , money drop from sky laa.Walked with Jem to CWP and then took mrt home.That's about it for today.Super exciting lah. =X

Well life has been very mudane for me.There's just so many things to do with so little time.So many things to remember with only this stupid brain of mine.I seriously need to plan my days.Been pondering over some stuff too.I feel like i have no motivation to push on.No one to help me but myself.All alone.Fark.And why am i writing this too? Like whos gonna give a damn.My bowling progress has not been good too.Why am i doing so much for all these? I really dont feel appreciated and yeah like you give a damn.I guess in this world money plays a big ass part huh.Arghh.Lucky i am not in love or else i would be even worse.but yeah i do envy the couples on the street too. :( Uh oh.I think i caught the Emo bug.

Granny is in hospital again.Will the f-ing virus , infections , whatever pls f-off from her? I just wanna see her healthy and happy again. :( I think all my wrong doings have finally taken upon her.I need to be a better man lah.

EMO EMO.Wealth.Acknowledgement.Love.Studies.Passion.Regret.Truth.Success.

Jonathan Lim
They call me JonJon
Turning 20 on 25september
Music is my life
Bowling is my wife
Blueish_thingy@hotmail.com