That's where you will find me

2010-01-03T06:01:00.000-08:00

-2010-

Dreamy thoughts and illusions.
Deceitful nature and wild fantasies.
Of fairytales and happily ever after.

2009-12-12T08:46:00.000-08:00

Back!! but off to KL for another week! :D miss me people!!! BYEE.

somehow i wished for that dream to come true.

2009-12-06T04:54:00.000-08:00

OFF TO KL. I'm gonna miss my daily dosage of KPOP news. =( uber sad luh. oh well. take care everyone!

2009-12-01T04:12:00.000-08:00

GGXX.

2nd- 5th : NEBO YOUTH CHALLENGE

7th-11th : UNI GAMES

13th - 20th : MILO

whole holiday wasted.

FML.

2009-11-25T09:35:00.001-08:00

48games6days.andcounting..

2009-11-12T03:56:00.000-08:00

YOOOOs! Im backk. haaaaa. ehhhh. Sorry for the long absence but i have been really busy and lazy :p to update. I think im suffering from bowling syndrome already sia. Cant wait to go back training man! pfft. Some randoms:

My latest addiction is ,,......,///]\\\==----,, Girls Generation... * yeah go on and laugh pouts*. Well i gotta thank derek because its a healthy addiction i should say! :D heeeee! YOONA SHI!! ~~saranghaeyo~~ lollllll. =/

I feel like renting a car again. Its been 123723 years since i drove man. me wanna driveeeeeeeeeeeeee =(

I feel like trimming my eye brows. =/ errrrrr. someone take me to a isolated but good place please?? =/ =/

I wanna pierce my ear too! errrr someone follow me please?? =\ =\

2009-10-26T03:11:00.000-07:00

Life after POLITE hasnt been good to me. If that wasnt bad enough. Firstly, i have been having nightmares for two nights now. The wierdest dreams you can ever have ommggitellyou. All pretty negative but there was one pretty strange. Don't know whether to be happy or sad. Ok private. =( Dear Susie has been acting strange too. She keeps hanging and disconnecting from my wireless connection. Can't do shit on her now. *FYPPPPP screams* Please dont leave meeeeee Susieeee. =( Better still my mom says my hair damn ugly.ggxx. and that my bro more handsome sia. =( [ I'm joking in some way but still. :( ]

Been thinking about alot of things since POLITE. Even though it's over now, I still feel a sense of despair. It's like I let the whole team down. Sorry Team RP. May greater things be blessed upon you guys after i'm gone. Congrats to the girls though. Fantastic job. =) I'm gonna miss all of you. =(

2009-10-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

Healthy lifestyle!!!!! Eat more vege!! Drink more water!! More fruits!! Sleep earlier!! Rahhh!! =(

2009-10-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

WAHHHH LAOOO EHHHHHHH X100000000000000000000000 =(

2009-10-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Too much too little time..

2009-09-24T18:58:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR CATCHING ME IN MY MOST UNGLAM STATE! WAHAHAHA! THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY! THANK YOU MORE FOR CELEBRATING IT WITH ME! SORRY FOR THE HARD FLOOR AND CRAMP SPACE! LOL. THANKS AGAIN LAH BABY! LOVE YOU PEEPS. PEACE OUT.

2009-09-19T08:36:00.001-07:00

I would gladly do anything if someone gave me a car as my birthday present. LOL FAT HOPEEE.

2009-09-07T09:23:00.000-07:00

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2009-08-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

I miss my old friends. I miss the old times honestly. Those nonchalant memories. Bitter sweet. If only i cherished them more when i had the chance to do so. Now, i might never get to feel it again. It sucks when your aspirations are so firmly built on that small glimmer of hope, only to find yourself further and further away. I'm getting tired. I might lose this race. These brickwalls. I cant do this alone. Im afraid of losing the people around me. So much on my fragile mind. I might go crazy soon. Will you still be there for me then?

2009-08-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

I need moneyyy.

2009-08-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.

wahhh lol thanks to jialing for the colour siaa.and the lyrics error. =)

2009-07-28T07:24:00.001-07:00

Fine, be that way if it gets you what you want.

2009-07-24T09:53:00.000-07:00

I'm lying alone with my head on the phones,

2009-07-19T08:50:00.000-07:00

10 RANDOM STUFF

1. YOU are not alone. *wink wink
2. I want to shop.shop.shop.shoppp.
3. Call meeee calll meeeeeeeee~
4. My TP is on tuesday.
5. Me wants more cookies :D
6. I'm hungrayyyyy.
7. Mahjong!! KKKKK~ =(
8. I want a new phone!
9. Haaah at least this is something to read ahh :)
10. Emo is bad but good.but still bad.but i think good.

2009-07-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. My father reads my blog. o.O

2009-07-09T09:17:00.000-07:00

What is wrong with me?? For the first time in my entire life of bowling, i cursed and swear loudly and kicked the ball return and punched the dustbin.All in full view of the public.What was i thinking?? Am i going crazy? I feel so swallowed by success.Isnt that a good thing?? are'nt we all aiming to be a perfectionist? whyy did i feel so fucked up? Its not me.That wasnt me. I guess i'm taking this too seriously.Calm downn please.and yes sorry for the outburst.I didnt mean anything.sorry. disgusted with myself.a moment of madness.

and as i am typing this, my granyy is getting examined by the nurses from the ambulance.She's feeling so weak and yet i cant help at all.I feel useless.Speaking to her and she keeps saying that ahma is gonna die soon really breaks my heart.The sight of her now is really painful.Things can go so wrong in a single day.im close to crying.tears are rolling down but i cant feel a thing.im praying for her safety and wellness. Dear Lord, please bless her with the best of health.I earnestly pray with all my heart. I want her to witness my marriage.I still want her to carry my little jons.

helpess.wont somebody just help me?

I had a bad day.

2009-07-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

When the clock strikes 12,

2009-07-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Congrats to Team Singapore in the AYG games!! 2 golds, 2silvers and 1bronze. WELL DONE MAN!! all the best for the masters yo!

Secondly, my granny is backkk! Yayyyyyy!

Thirdly, ---- - ---- --- ----- :D

2009-06-29T08:55:00.000-07:00

Jonathan must always be happy and cheerful!
No more emo-ing for me. (:

Randomly, i find this dude so gorgeous!
Just look at those eyes..

2009-06-27T12:22:00.000-07:00

I wanna fill this new frame,but it's empty.

2009-06-26T11:43:00.000-07:00

What is wrong with the world nowsday? So many natural calamities , nuclear welfare threats , viruses , blah blah blah threatening the extinction of mankind. But seriously, have we brought this upon ourselves? Are we humans actually responsible for all that is happening around the world? If you ask me, my answer is yes.For all the shit we have been doing, medical researches , environmental testings , scientific provings, technolgical advancements are all just accumalating into a time bomb.The more we do, the more complications there will be.That is exactly what is happening.It is depressing of course when we see real life situations that affect the people around you.The reality of H1N1 that might affect thousands, you might say that it might only be a flu and it is curable but hey, much weirder things have happened in this world and i wouldnt be surprised you could die from a flu. ahh what the heck im signing off,

2009-06-25T09:26:00.000-07:00

Latelyy i think i have been bowling quite nicely.Just came back from fun bowl at SY. 214 267 264 247 239 . Not very impressive for 9 pin tap i should say.haha but its confirm chop chop enough to win some cashh.tsskk.then there was this tournement which wani pulled us into, some indian thingy no offence haha.bowled 670 over 3 games.Although i admit the field was not the strongest at all but my scores surely justified my victory.

I would hope to continue my form throught the year and into POLITE where the real test will begin.chionng ahhhhhh! Train hard people! we'll kick more ass man! GO RPPP!

2009-06-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

Jon was here but felt too empty to say anything.

2009-06-19T09:14:00.001-07:00

Come home soon please.

2009-06-17T06:46:00.000-07:00

Tadaaaa~

There are times when you are feeling weary,
Take things easy,
There are times you feel like giving up,
Look at the bright side of life,
The times you feel sad,
You look into your heart,
Your heart never lies,
It shows the real you deep inside,
Only time will tell,
If you are strong enough to perservere on,
In trying times you will find,
That you are one of a special kind,
Even in your darkest nights,
Hold on tight because the sun is ever shining so bright,
Never give up on life,
Live it the way it should,
With pride and dignity,
Seek peace within your inner self,
But remember that when all things go well,
Look into your heart once more.

2009-06-16T08:09:00.001-07:00

Training was great i guess.Yet another lesson learnt in my quest for a perfect game.Adjustments are so darn important.First was the duration of shots , then it was concentration and now making a right adjustment.It's okay though , ill take it as it comes.

On the other handd, while i was happily bowling my high game , granny got admitted to hospital yet again.Hope it's nothing serious.Hope she will be alright and return home soon. =x

2009-06-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

Where are my creative juices!?! I'm missing the days where inspiration just hits me in the face. Putting that aside, i just feel so useless not being able to play a musical instrument.I dont whyy siaa but when i seee people owning the shit of them, i feel inferior. =x lawll. I think its quite random lah but i do admire talented people who can play such instruments.I guess i'll stick to my pen and paper.

2009-06-13T09:20:00.000-07:00

Somuchsolittletime.

2009-05-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to think that all this is an illusion , a facet that hides the hurtful truth.

2009-05-23T04:31:00.000-07:00

Like a passing cloud, you floated by.

2009-05-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

There comes a time when you look back into your life and think omfg so much has happened already.After tonight it seems to me that day has arrived.I duno why but i think i need to start reflecting on my life.Maybe the first question i have to ask myself is, " what the hell to do i want to achieve in life !!? " It might sound cynical to you now but definitely not to me.

In a blink of an eye, bamm! and im in year 3 already. I still can remember the day i collected my O level results so vividly.Oh hell yes i criedd.That i remember so darn clearly.Was getting 24points a blessing in disguise instead?? Was coming to RP a mistake? I certainly do not think so. Looking at things from a different perspective, i think i might have screwed up even more badly at other polys.Just look at my good pals in NP. Not so good afteralll huh!! lol. But suree I'm stil surviving only just with average grades, trying to get past each day asap.blah blah blah. Final year projects are being a pain in the ass =( Will i be aiming for a university admission?? God knows.Seems to me now like i really do not want to continue studying anymore.Make me.

And then we have the relationships and bonds. To me your friends, family , the people around you are the reason you even want to live. I guess i can take this chance to apologise to anyone out there whom i have purposely or unknowingly hurt.Sorry ahhh :) What do i want to achieve for my relationships?? Hmmm , lets just say i wanna be a good friend to anyone i know and to make people smile! That would be nice. Most importantly, i will aim to be a good son for my parents.They have raised me up well, glad i havent been thrown out of the house yet!! haha.

Wealth.mmm fcuk that.ahhah. I wouldnt say that i'm super poor but then i would say that alittle more of it could help really well.heh.Sooo i just gotta be happy of what i've got so far.Fullstop.* although i have been dreaming of driving fancy cars and buying everything in the world :P

And for the main course.. I present you -- my love for bowling!! I could really talk about this all night and yeahh this has been bothering me for the last 7years or so. I need to get something off my chest or else i'll explode anytime.May i begin? ----- WHY THE FCUK HAVE I NOT WON ANYTHING!?!? WHY THE FCUK DO I TRAIN SO HARD BUT FCUK UP EACH TIME!?!? DO I SUCK SO MUCHH?? I THINK I DO.YES I DO.FCUK I SUCK.I SUCKKKKKKKK.FCUKKKKK. The biggest passion i have for anything but yet i worry the most.Why is it so unfair too? I really wanna do well but it seems that i disappoint time after time.FOR 7YEARS OF LIFE.For 7years i have been trying and trying and trying. What do i get?? fcuking nothingg.Maybe it's time to hang up my boots.maybe i could really try to concentrate on my studies more.maybe its time for me to say i've done enough.Is this what i want?? Fcuk no! I wanna fufill my aspirations, i wanna prove to those beetches that im not that useless! but wtf is stopping me? I really have no clue.Sorry for the harshness but i had my say. sighhh.

2009-05-08T09:41:00.001-07:00

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2009-04-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

Uh oh =(

2009-04-24T08:28:00.000-07:00

Have been having weird dreams again o.o and my left eye has been twitching for the past day already.I presume i'm gonna die soon. =x I shall do my will.

My bowling bowls are to be buried with me.
My clothing shall be donated to salvation army.
My laptop, Susie shall find a new owner.
My ashes are to be scattered in Aaron's garden and some in Jialing's fish tank and maybe some on Sampo's bed.
My savings box is to be given to the cleaner aunty in E5.She's doing a wonderful job.
Mahjong tiles and a Karaoke set are to be buried with me too.
Not forgetting a Geylang hooker.Two would be great if you guys have pocket money.

2009-04-18T09:20:00.000-07:00

Back to reality. Back to waking up freaking early.Back to taking MRT in the mornings.Back to taking 169 to school.Back to reading problem statements.Back to doing presentations.Back to looking at cute girls in the canteens.Back to looking forward to 3rd meetings.Back to carrying my heavy and tired ass home each day.

2009-04-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

Randoms.

2009-04-05T09:25:00.000-07:00

Randoms of the day,

I wished i had more money.
I feel like eating sushi right now, as in like now!
I feel like bowling.
I want to drive legally already.
I still feel like eating sushi.
I need to start shopping for new clothes.
I need money for the above mentioned.
I wanna mahjong.
I feel like closing down this blog.

2009-04-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

NMC just started today.Bowled like cow.Halfway throughout the third game, i noticed all five of the national team coaches were standing behind.Damn chui omg.One is bad enough already.It was like seeing your ex but five of them together. =x Tried my best to concentrate but i guess i did falter under that circumstance.SUCKS. =(=( emo seh.Got to pick my heavy ass uppp!

Saw many of my former teammates from the national team.Guawdd i think i miss them so much man.It was so fun training with them.Miss those times luh.I think i'm *missing so much till i'm missing my target too.rahhhh. =( Goodluck to me.hoho.

I'm still human.

2009-03-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

I'm having these wierd dreams.

2009-03-18T10:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Santa,

I know its a little too early before Christmas yet but i need your help.My name is Jonathan lim.I want you to know I am a nice guy and that I deserved all these help too.You see, I am in the midst of a competition.Before I forget, I am actually a bowler, a pretty sub standard hooker.Being a hooker i need adequate amount of revolutions on my balls.Lately i have not been bowling well.I need you to help me formulate a pill to allow me to bowl like a robot.Perhaps you could send some of your elves to work some magic at the pin deck? Any form of help would be greatly appreciated.Oh btw, if you could do so by tmr, please drop the pill into my bowl of porridge yeah? Keep it small in size.You know guys can't swallow well.Santa, i want you to know that your beard looks great and hot on you.Keep it in fashion bro.Cheers.

Yours faithful hooker in need of some revs and accuracy,

2009-03-17T11:07:00.000-07:00

COCK UP COCK UPPPPP! =(

2009-03-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

I WANNA SING-K!!! anyone?! =)

2009-03-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

MY SHOUDLERS HURTS LIKE DOG FROM SUNBURNT AND I FINALLY WON MONEY IN MAHJONG AND I THINK THAT THE WORLD IS A DREPESSING PLACE! LOL!

2009-03-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

First thing first, my bro stole a peek at my screen while i was away.So if you see this, _|_ -.- _|_

Lol.Today was crappy though, thumb swelled from bowling.Feet numb and cramped from 4hours of driving.And the best thing of all, slipped and fell flat on my ass outside my block's lift.Ouchh.And its not helping that i have been slightly emo recently too.Bummer.

I'm just trying to find my fingerprint,redefine who am i, where do i begin?

2009-02-19T08:35:00.000-08:00

After today, i learnt how to:

1. Take a tile when i Kang,
2. So that i can game -_- ,
3. Not punch another ferrier roche casing with my bare hands,
4. And use 3 pieces of tissue paper to clean my wound,
5. While at the same time acting as a poka dot hankerchief,
6. Lose some blood till i hallucinated,
7. And get scared for nothing.

2009-02-13T07:50:00.000-08:00

HAAPY V-DAY NOT! =( lol.

2009-02-12T10:58:00.001-08:00

Sibei feel like writing stuff again.

2009-01-24T08:19:00.000-08:00

And yet another semester has ended.Say goodbye to year2 and say hello to year3.Kind of excited but at the same time nervous as well.I wonder what the future holds.

Anticipating CNY!! :D

2009-01-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

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2009-01-18T05:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED GRANDMOTHERR !!! I pray for you everlasting good health and prosperity and joy abound. :D

2009-01-13T05:41:00.000-08:00

I was tagged to do this. -.-

tagged. "Give it to me (timbaland, nelly furtado)"
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Crucify my love( X-Japan) - omg -.- so firece anot??

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Cant take it (The all american rejects)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Stuck in my heart (C21) - lol?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Miss you like crazy (hanson) - omg i have a sad life.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
A lonely september (The plain white tees) - nb!! got so suay anot?!?
Month aso kena my birthday month!? haha.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
First love(Utada Hikaru) - cheyyyy hahahha.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
I'm already there (Lonestar) - aww nice.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Hui Dao Guo Qu(Go back in time)- Jay chou -- Abit only leh :)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Till the end (??)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
My heart (Paramore) - hahah heard that anot!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
When you are gone (avril lavigne) - awwwwwwwwwwwww :(

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Your guardian angel (The red jumpsuit apparatus) - HAHAH WOAHHH!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
In this dairy (The ataris)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Mirror Mirror ( M2M)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Titanic ( Celin dion) - lollllllllll.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Maybe ( secondhand serenade) - ummm not really the best of music?? haha.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
If i aint got you ( Alicia keys) - HAHAHAHH THANKS AHH.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Wherever you will go (The calling) - ehh im not that free okay!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Wander (Kamelot)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Lonely no more (Thomas Rob) - hoho! that sounds good leh!

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
I dont wanna know (New found Glory) - very true indeed =x

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Me vs the world (madina lake) - o.o"

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Punk rock101 (Bowling for soup)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
2000miles ( Mest)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Stop and stare (one republic) - Never like this!! -.-

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Fixing a broken heart (Azn dreamers) - Tough job being a guardian angel you see.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Ai Xiao De Yan Jing(Lovely small pair of eyes???) (Vivian Hsu)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Only love ( trademark) -

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
One shot (Mario Vazquez) - to the balls i suppose?? hahah!

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
give it to me (timbaland, nelly furtado)

I TAGGED ANYONE WHO READS MY BLOG. :D Its kinda fun, try it :) hit me back ya!

2009-01-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

I passed my FTT!!!!! wooo :)

2009-01-02T06:03:00.000-08:00

What a start to the new year! Firstly, my granny is finally back home!! praise the Lord!! I just hope that she would be fine without any medical support to be well. :D:D

Now to the-not-so positive side, i have been having wild thoughts of wanting to have lots and lots and lots of money.I dont blame my parents for not giving me enough to spent cause i do know they are trying their hardest to get on by as well.With all the shit ass expenses, medical bills, insurance payment maybe? My mum said something i when i told her i actually went to have a look at one of my friend's new house which costs approx. a 100million - yep you didnt see wrongly -.- Believe me, when you step into the house, it feels like a hotel resort.But that wasn't the point, when i told my mum that, she replied something in chinese and it meant like "you see lah, this is what you get when you are born into the wrong family".

That made me feel like shit man.lol.It made me reflect on all the wonderful things that my parents have done for me, all the stuff that they bought for me even though it burnt a hole in their pockets, the times when they always bought what i wanted when they dont even buy a single thing for themselves.Making it big is something definitely still at the back of my mind, but i guess cutting cost is a better option for now.So dear friends, you might not read this post but hopefully you do , i might not be able to join you guys for lan or splurge on alcohol at clubs, sing K, whack steamboat, lepak with prata and teh at bukit timah in the wee hours of the morning, play poker , or things that are dear to me that frequently anymore.Thank you for your understanding.haha.

I still wished money dropped from the sky!!!! =x

2008-12-31T11:43:00.001-08:00

This shall be the last post before that new year arrives.Many things have happened, good and bad,some tried to pull me down, others lifted me up.I found strength in many places, God, Friends, the wholesome-ness of Family.

2008 was rather a mixed year for me.The best thing that ever happened to me was getting into the team yet again.I worked hard to prove my place,felt better than ever.Forged many friendships, made some good buddies there and im thankful for them.They were the ones who made my life fun and enjoyable.Now that im most probably out of the team again,i should say im not sad or angry but really disappointed that i didnt try hard enough to keep my place in team.Whatever happens, i just hope that the year ahead would be most wonderful.Countinue to keep the nation proud,dear friends in SBF.Perhaps my dreams are and will be just a facade of my capabilties after all.

The lowest point would be of that my grandmother had been admitted to the hospital.She has been inside for god knows how long already.I'm just glad that God has been answering my prayers when i asked him to bless her to keep her safe and warm.Thank God she's recovering.

My family has been great,although i know sometimes we quarrel alittle but thats normal i guess.Hope i didnt disappoint them too much.My father has high hopes on me, supported me so much, together with my mum, yet i fail to make my mark each time.I wonder how long more can they take this, hopefully forever.God please bless my father who is working his socks off just to support the family, hopefully his burden could be eased.

My friends have been awesome.They are the reason why i want to make them happy and do my best to care for them.To all of you out there, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being such inspiring and accomadating people.I hope our friendships last forever.

God is great.He answered a couple of my prayers and made me a firmer believer of his wonderful presence.I just hope that i would stay in the path of righteousness and not be consumed by the evil nature of mankind.Only with your strength and courage Lord.

2009,I dont know what the future holds but lets' all be optimistic and face life with zest and determintation shall we!!To everyone out there again, A very happy new year to you!!! ~~

2008-12-21T07:17:00.001-08:00

Woahhhhhhhhhhhh.hahha.Its been a long time my friends. :D As you can see, i was dead for quite some time.Finally thought it was time for an update.hhehe.Few things going on in at the moment.Ummm i finally started my driving lessons.Hell yeah! ummm ill be going KL soon for 6 freaking days.I'll miss my pals man. :( Christmas!!! CNY!!!! cant waitt mannnnnn :) awesomeee end to the year.Grandma is getting better, like way better :D and and and omfg, my lover is coming to townnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! woooooooo shittt super duper exicted lahhhhhh.Arghh gotta start saving up mannn.

I'm really not sure what im gonna do after MILO.God bless me.

2008-12-09T04:45:00.001-08:00

Down and out.

2008-11-27T07:00:00.001-08:00

I cannot live another day without my mp3 alreadyy!! Tham Steffi if you are seeing thiss!! lol.

and the hospital is the most depressing place.I really hate stepping into it.

2008-11-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

Reality hits you in the face.It hurts.alot.

2008-11-23T04:34:00.000-08:00

AIA finally ended.Mixed emotions.

2008-11-17T06:04:00.000-08:00

Dear GOD,

I know i have been a unfilal grandson.There are so many things that i ought not to do but yet i chose to defy your orders.However, i ernestly pray that lord you will protect my grandmother for she has been a faithful servant to you.If what i have done wrong has been given back to her, then lord pls take it on me.She doesnt deserve any of this.Please help me cherish the time i have left with her for i have too many regrets already.Amen.

2008-11-13T04:59:00.000-08:00

Omg i'm backk.Haha.Nothing really much for me to update about leh.Oh right i could really talk about tuesday.Since shirgin wants to know more about it, i shall grant her wish.See i'm nice. :) You see people, it was really the best day of life.So good that i could run around naked in public and i would'nt even care.

It was a beautiful rather bright morning.I woke up as normal, and would head to the dining area to eat my breakfast.I had leftover pizza in the fridge so i decided to heat it up.While reaching for it in the toaster after it was nicely done, i freaking scalded myself.Uttered a swear word and continued eating.God must have heard it and didnt like it at all i swear.So i went to bathe and usually i would let my hair dry naturally but i didnt know what hit me that day and i decided to use the hair dryer from my mom's room.I paid the price.While trying to insert the plug into the adapter(the adapter was by the TV under a shelf), i knocked my head into the shelf.Uttered another swear word and decided to prepare for school.I was about to leave already, reached out to grab my watch but it just slipped off my fingers and the cover broke.I thought to myself," Geez, God PMS ahh!"

Off i left for school and foolishly thought that the bad karma was over.I ponned class halfway and decided to head to civic plaza for karaoake with some friends.While walking out of school, i slipped and almost fell at the pebbles area.That actually hurt alot, couldnt walk for a while.Meanwhile my friends were laughing at me.Its ok i know keep laughing. -.- Then at the place, i went into the female toliet, luckily no one was inside.I swear if there was, i would probably get accused for molestation or something.pfft.

Came back for UT and not surprisingly my laptop hanged on me.Oh it was perfectly fine you know, i understand that laptops have their offdays too.bitchhhh.So there goes my Ut2 for leisure planning.Left for training and was walking towards the traffic lights already when Ili called me.Ohh it seemed like i left my charger in class, no big deal lahh, just walk back to class to get it and then be late for training lor.Chaoo tingtong.Thanks to ili she passed it to me.

Reached training ground and all of a sudden i felt super sick, felt super weak and i had gastric pain.Hoho what more could i ask for man.Ended the day off by bowling a freaking bad game.And i lost 10bucks on poker. :( That pretty much sums up my beautiful day.Hope you guys a enjoyable time laughing at me.Yours sincerely , Jonathan jackass loser suck balls lim.

AIAAAAAAAA TMRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! BATTLE MODEEE ACTIVTATEDDDDDDD!!!

2008-11-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

Woooot.I guess it's time for a proper update! Hmm, lets see.Ummm, i skipped class halfway today.Really had no mood to do workk man.Haha.Cant wait for the freaking holidays lah.

Random but i feel like dyeing my hair again! I actually want it like snow bleach.Sexyy lah.Haha.I wanna get a tatoo!! Roman numbers of my birthdayy!! Sexyy too! I wanna get a tan!! too white lah dey! I wanna go shopping!!! Any kind soull?? I wanna drive alreadyyy!! Freaking have to wait so longg still.My abs are getting sexierr! woooooohoooooooooo~ However excited i sound I might close down this blog!! =x well depends.

2008-11-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

Phuture was great!! heh.Lucky no one got drunk. :)

Spent my saturday recovering from last night while watching charice's videos. :D

2008-10-27T08:54:00.001-07:00

Tired siol.

2008-10-24T07:30:00.000-07:00

I ate 5times today and im so proud of myself.Before i came to school i ate a piece of bread with cheese with a cup of milo.First break out i ate 2 egg mayo sandwiches.Second break out i ate chicken wings with rice plus rojak.Went home i ate rice with dishes and then 30mins later i finished 1 1/2 packs of sushi specially prepared by shawn.brillance jon brillance.

2008-10-22T08:01:00.001-07:00

Eileen still reads my blog. O.O haha.

2008-10-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

POLITE was mostly a half sided affair i guess.I wouldnt hide my disappointment because we guys really could have done better.Congratulations to RP girls though!! OWNAGEEEEEE! :) You girls did the school proud man.

" I can picture you with a hot girlfriend because you know nowadays girls dont really go for looks " Statement of the year but unfortunately it was directed to me.LOL.thanks ah ernest.

2008-10-14T10:59:00.000-07:00

I found a shit ass good video of my idol.Enjoy :)

2008-10-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

Something that i wrote in less than an hour or so.Haha.

No one’s here
I yearn for a better tomorrow,
Hoping for the best,
What may stand in the way,

I fought so hard for,
For all the world to know,
I’m living my life for all to see,
As long as I’m alive,
No one can stop me , stop me from spreading my wings.

Chorus
And I will soar up high like an eagle ,
With faith in my heart ,
I can stand on these mountains without falling apart ,
I shall brave through the storm ,
And I’ll conquer the seas cause,
That’s where you will find me .

Stanza2
Seems like only yesterday when I opened my eyes to find ,
All the love that I need inside ,
Now I can see what I was made for ,
Coming this far through thick and thin , oh I believe ,

Chorus
Cause I will soar up high like an eagle ,
With faith in my heart ,
I can stand on these mountains without falling apart ,
I shall brave through the storm ,
I will conquer the seas cause,
That’s where you will find me .

Nothing ‘s impossible when you believe ,
Stand firm and you will see,
That life is worth living for ,
Even when troubles seem too much,
You know you want more , oh you want more.

Repeat chorus*

Oooh and i dedicate this to my adorable charice and if you still do not know her, then you suckkkk! and of course to all my dear friends who's life are often all so complicated.Lol.

2008-10-13T09:14:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps im backk.Just came back from chilling my homies.Mike cooked some tight chicken stew which was absolutely fabulous.haha.went to lepak at some nearby prata shop.cabbed back.arghh freaking spent 30bucks on cab today mann.freaking ex.cant wait to driveee my ownn carrr!

Life seems pretty nice at the moment, hanging out with good buddies , found a new inspiration , not so damn emo anymore.Sounds good huh? haha.only thing now is my bowling form,its been quite fuc@ed up i must say.Hope to get it back asap!!

oh oh, my freaking earpiece is spoilt!! bad ass timing mann! i need a pair soon or ill just die with the lack of music in my life.and of course listen to my dear charice <3. hehe.

I can feel some creative jucies flowing in me again.Smells like some lyrics.mmm haha.oh well we shall see.I wanna write something inspiring.Sweet.

2008-10-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

Alright sorry that i have not been updating cause i really have nothing much to anyway.Oh yeahh i recently just signed up for my driving liscence.Like finally lahh.I waited how longgg cann.Haha.

Its nearing tournement festive , POL-ITE coming , AIA , MILO all damn important ones must perform.Really really hope i do well.* fingers crossed. Well POL-ITE comes first and i really wanna chiong to win something for the school and with my teammates siaa.Esp with my DOUBLES PARTNER.GO RP GO GO GO!

I have been tagged by steffi to do a stupid uber long quiz so here is it:

1:what is your definition of life?
Shit happens.

2:will you give in all for a relationship?
Duh -.- .

3:if the person you like is already attached,what would you do?
Emo lor.

4:if your lover betrayed you,what will you do?
No words could explain.

5:would you do anything to get the person you like's attention?
Uhh laugh alittle louder in front of her??

6:what would you do if you find out that your best friend is actually trying to ruin your relationship?
Stupid question.

7:who is the most important person to you?
Friends,Family,God.

8.if you have a choice, what kind of family would u like?
Everything is okay now, no need for a change.

9.would you prefer to be loved or loving someone?
To be loved??

10.what kind of friends do you have?
Those that make my day.

11.what type of people do you hate?
Where's the love mann?

12.would you do anything to achieve your goals?
Like duhh -.-

13.what is the first thing you do when you get up?
Stratch my ass.

14.would you wish to go to school everyday?
Maybe if there were more cute girls yeah.

15.do you plan ahead of the things you do?
Yeah sometimes.

16.do you like to go out of bed?
When my ass gets itchy yes.

17.are you a computer addict?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

18.will you share your secrets with your friends?
uhh i think so?

19.what colour underwear are you wearing?
Im tired already can i dont answer anymoreeeee.

20.would you choose your best friend over your lover?
Stupid question No2.

21.would you prefer your lover to keep away from opposite sex friends?
Its cool if they are all gay.

22.would you keep away from opposite sex friends to assure your lover?
HELL NO.ok lahh i would. =x

23.are you someone who treasures friendships?
Stupid question no3.

24.what are your goals in life?
Career,Cash,Relationships.

25.who are your best supporters in life?
Family lor, some good friends, one GOD.

26.what kind of person do you think you are?
What do you think??

27.do you think at your age,you are an accomplished person?
ehhhh.in some way yes.

28.what is your ideal wedding plan?
Getting married in Japan/Korea ,held outdoors,where the sun shines gently on your face,where the wind blows calmly across the velvet sky,where the smell of kimchi invades the air.

29.what is your favourite number?
69 HAHA.

30.what is currently on your mind right now?
IM SO GONNA WATCH MY IDOL NOW BYEEEE. chariceeee <3

2008-10-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys havent been updating :P Nothing much to update also.haha.Anyway i stumbled on this girl on youtube who has an unbeliveable talent in singing.Her name is charice pempengco , a philipino who is only 16 if im not wrong.lol.I really duno what else to say about her though.She's just so amazing lahh.I shall dedicate her rendition of the song to everyone out there who has dreams,i say dont be afraid to dream big,reach for the stars,you will never know something magical might happen.Enjoyy! :)

2008-09-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

Seems like forever.

*fuck my thumb hurts!!

2008-09-25T08:52:00.000-07:00

What a day.haha.Jon would like to thank everyone for everything yo! :D Thanks for the wishes and presents! although i feel like slapping anthony and shawn. -.- oh well.

a BLESSED 19th!! :D

2008-09-20T06:51:00.001-07:00

What happens in the club, stays in the club. :D

2008-09-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

Woke up pretty early to gym at blackie's house in the afternoon.shiokkk.I feel stronger.muhahah.then went to swim and tan and bishan swimming complex.super hardcore.swam about 16laps of the medium pool.

then had training at jurong.Bowled 7 games, 276 , 233 , 236 , 189 , 188 , 209 , 211.Average 220.2343463794. Not bad hor.Haha.

Law module tommorow.GG.

2008-09-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

Fcuking injuries.Fcuk off please.Not now screw you.

Mel say im too white.No shit i need a tan fast.Amen.

2008-09-09T08:03:00.000-07:00

My damn right eye kept twitching today. I wonder if something is actually gonna happen to me or perhaps it would be something good instead.Whatever it is, i got a bad feeling about this.lol.

2008-09-07T03:02:00.001-07:00

CAUTIONN!! : WHAT YOU READ NEXT WOULD KNOCK YOUR BRAINS OUT, MAKE YOUR VISION BLURRY AND MAKE YOU FEEL UTTERLY SICK.DONT SAY I DIDNT WARN YOU.I FELT IT TOO.I KNOW, ITS THAT SERIOUS.

You see, yesterday i came home from a little gathering with my friends, ming came to pick me up in his flashy porcshe that i absolutely am in love with.We went to screw around after which, had some fun, decided to chill at Mac's for a while.I order a Mcspicy meal upsized and began swallowing my juicy burger, with ease , while at the same time tackling the oily crunchy fries that i so love.While eating, i wondered to myself - didnt i just eat Macs yesterday and the day before?? Putting the thought aside , i continued to indulge in my burger and within a mere 10mins or so, the whole meal was gone.Chilled for a little while more.And so we splitted ways and i cabbed home.

And there was where it all began.I reached home , went to take a shower.Reached for my towel and entered the bathroom.Took off my shirt and immediately something caught my eye!! Right in front of me in the bathroom mirror!! I was dumbfounded , shocked , tears nearly rolled out my eyes.Fear began to surround me , sending chills down my spine.Visions of an unsightly but familar figure stuck in my head.I started counting, 1-2-3-4--?? Waitt.Where was five and six? Not satisfied , i made another hasty count and yes five and six were missing too.I felt numb and senseless, my knees turned weak and i was out of breath.Reality strucked me right in my face. MY ABS ARE MISSINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!IT CANNOT BE HAPPENINGGGGG!! ALL MY HARDWORK AND PERVERSANCE ARE BEGINNING TO GO TO WASTEEE!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FUCKING EVIL BURGERS!!! BURN IN HELL BITCHESSS! =x

Ps: You just wasted 5mins of your life away. XD HAHAHHAHAH.

2008-09-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

Training.Sleep.Eat.Sleep.Emo.Training.Eat.Eat.
Sleep.Emo.Training.Gym.Training.Sleep.
Eat.Training.Gym.Emo.Sleep.Training.Training.
Emo.Sleep.Sleep.Training.Training.Gym.

2008-08-30T11:49:00.000-07:00

Just got back from a long day man.freaking sleepy and its like 249am now.Waiting for my hair to dry and im offff to bed already.Today was rather ok, had training like in the afternoon bowled pretty okayy.I know i probably could have done better but still it was alright.

Went with my family to visit my granny after that,she looks lonely. =x dammit i wished she could get well again.Dont old age just suck.I wonder what will happen to me when my hair turns white.bummer.went to get my bro's phone at amk hub,that lucky bitch got a nice phone lah.haha.i bought a pair of shoes anyway,hehe.and ermm that was my birthday present??! bleah.

Bused to mike's house to chill for a while before that fat ass ernest came to pick us up.Played pool for a while which i only lost once to mike at the black ball and i owned that niggar's ass man.hahah.Lepak at Mac's till abt 2 and then ernest actually send me home.haha.thanks ah.there will be more to come no worries. :D

and its 3.02am now and my hair hasnt dried abit, heh biatch.stupid hair.September here i come,i heart youuu.

2008-08-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

Hohoho.Havent been posting nuts here.So sorry about that huh.Well , i dont have much too anyways.ok bye.

Nahss just kidding.haha.Im actually quite emo right now and i feel like writing stuff that will make me sound like some despo freak so i shall keep it to myself.Not only that but school actually makes you emo too man.The friends we make.Heres a perfect example man.Sorry shawn what precious words you said.lol.

[[shawn ~~ [[We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things]] says:
hmm.
[[shawn ~~ [[We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things]] says:
yea.
[[shawn ~~ [[We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things]] says:
im gonna miss the team so much.
[[shawn ~~ [[We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things]] says:
year 3 sibei emo

Friends friends friends.I miss you all.

2008-08-21T00:38:00.001-07:00

BACK FROM CHALETTT. ONE WORD - CHUI :D

2008-08-14T07:46:00.001-07:00

And so the holidays have begun , idk wth am i gonna do for three whole weeks but one thing's for sure , THANKKK GOD AHHH.haha.Mmm im so gonna miss some of my peeps from E54j.mainly the guys i guess.dont ask me why but im not gay either.lol.

and omfg.my granny just went to hosiptal again.and i didnt know until my dad called me.I thought she was already sleeping cause it was like quite late already.what an asshole man me.sighh.hope she comes back soon!

okok ciaos.

2008-08-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

PlagueWithMisery
FilledWithEmptyness
ShotDownByLove
WhatIsMyWorth.

DestinySurroundsMe
YearningForSuccess
ManySituationsAbound
MySoulMyLifeMyFate.

Not being emo or shit , just quite random actually , ok well alittle emo , just a little weeny tiny bit.

2008-08-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i swear i had the craziest lesson ever.haha.No ppt , no problem statement.and we needed to learn how to juggle 3balls at a time.Cool righttt? haha.So it was pretty slack throughtout.I am gonna miss IPA. :( Just 2more days of school and here comes the holidays.Im so gonna miss my class too.rahh.

Didnt have SBF training today cause duh its National Day.Went to bowl the funbowl at yishun safra.Me , keane , shawn and anthony.We did really good for the first 2 series but our 3rd series killed us.andd in the end we ended up fourth , losing out a 3rd placing by ONE pin.wahh.haha.although i would like to put the blame on anthony for bowling his career low of 138 , i guess everyone was at fault too.yep.oh well.i still feel like whacking that dog though. :)

After that i rushed home because i needed to go to my aunty's house to celebrate her daughter's bd and some of my nephews too.So yeahh went there ate , sit around talk and then headed home.

ohhh its wanie's bd today ------ HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GURLL~~

okok i gtg now.

2008-08-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

I feel healthy.Reason being i have been quite physically active for this start of the week.Not that i am not but i just dont have the time recently.Now that i could actually find some time , i think i better spend it wisely.

It is my brother's birthday today actually but we do not have any fancy celebrations or whatever.Just a nice meal would suit that occasion. So yeah , Happy birthday to him! and stop watching TV so much and start studying you dumbass ! hah what a friendly and loving wish huh.

I hate it when i travel home , when i take 169 back.I have over 1hour of sitting my ass there and stonning but thats not all.It's when i start to think too much and get all emo and shit.And my mp3 songs do complement my mood too.haha not so nice.

2008-08-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

Pictures from yesterday's IPA class!!

Haha.

Our gang.

Mel and izza.

Donal trump and his assistant.

Girl power.

My homies.

And all together now.Niceee.

r.e.s.o.l.a.m.a.I

2008-07-31T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hmm my new neighbours are still drilling some shit at this hour and banging away.Wonder if they know that we can call the police.hahha.wonder if their daughter is pretty.LOL.ok bye.Just got back from league , quite disappointed with my first game which i deservingly lost to jialing.grats yo.i suck balls.bleah.oh yeah thanks MARINA for the fruit loopssss ahhhhhhh!

Tommorow's IPA we planning to wear formal.I think wear half formal la.Full like abit ahpek leh.ehhh headache headache! Anyways its only a grade.haha.Time has passed really fast huh.Its already the 15th week for some modules and in a blink of an eye , the new semester will begin.Another new semester and another new class.I will so miss the guys and perhaps some of the girls yeah.Lets screw around for the last 2 weeks man!! lml lml!

Amazingly i started on my PP already.A cool 800 words yo.hahha.still got a long way to though.dratss need to complete it asap.

Oh cool its 12 already.Which means ........ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOPHIAAAAAAAAHHHHH!! HAPPY 18th!!!! TMRR WILL BE A GOOD GOOD DAY! :D MUAHHAHAHAH.

2008-07-30T09:35:00.000-07:00

Two dogs are reading my blog now. :D

2008-07-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

OMG MARINA IS GONNA READ MY BLOG LIKE SOON? BETTER WRITE SOMETHING NICE.
Marina rocks my world.Marina rocks sbf's office.Marina rocks .nicee.lol. :D

2008-07-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

SuperShaggeddd.rahhh.ok goodnight.

2008-07-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhh been wanting to buy so many thingsssssss but no money!! howhow! There's this Fred Perry shirt that i want , this Fred perry leather shoes too , maybe a pair of Topman jeans yeah and perhaps a bag from Yak Pak which is like uber cute.and i think all these items easily costs about like 300?!?!? wth bo liu lah! :( anyone kind enough to sponser me?? i will love you many many.

Sometimes i wished i was just some rich asshole.Who cares about winning or having any talent.Got alot of money can already hor. 0.0 oh well.I guess im just not using my gift properly.or perharps i really do not have one at all? gahhhh!

2008-07-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

Like omg i finally cut my hairrrr.hahha.Wonder if there is any difference anyways.Umm i guess theres nothing else to blog about.Random pics then!

Alright so me and ernest are having a really wonderful conversation right now which i dont really wish to comment.hahha.sweet.lol.OK BYE. :D

2008-07-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

Wooooo sibei gua ah! what a day! hahah. Today we celebrated melvin's birthday.Totally raped the shit out of him sia! First we waited for him to arrive at the empty class just above his class.Hell just ran loose from there.haha.then we taupoked him like twice .First one was quite bad cause it was damn messy but the second was better cause i was right on top.lol.

Thenthen we decided to strip his top where me and anthony actually drew on his nipples.Freaking funny!!One side red one side blue! woooo.As he opened up his first present which took like 10mins( all thanks to sopphia -_-) , we actually drew more.haha.and yes he got himself a pack of strawberry condoms! hahah! swee luh.Soon after 2 stupid security guards came and tried to kan us out.lol.so we decided to transfer to Kofu to cut cake.Round three of madness started where mel's face got smashed badly by the cake!! thanks to daryl!! ahhah! ehh the cake was nice lor! lol.and then it was second present time.andand he got himself two see through sibei tight leopard and strip underwear. -__- wonder whos idea was that huh!hhahah.damn funny as well! lol.I think we got him a bag as well la.wahh shiok sia.hah but not the punishments lah! anyways , heres another HAPPYBIRTHDAY to him ah!

wahh chui ahh.My BD is like the next one lah.Omg.Ehhh danica , im quitting the team ah ! before sept! LOL.diediediedie.hahah.

It's times like these that make me happy and not think so muchh.